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Dialogues Concerning Natural Religion by David Hume
The Road to Reality by Roger Penrose
The Fabric of Reality by David Deutsch
Matter and Consciousness by Paul Churchland
Consciousness Explained by Daniel Dennett
Full Catastrophe Living by Jon Kabat-Zinn
The Life of the Cosmos by Lee Smolin
Pale Blue Dot by Carl Sagan
The Sacred Balance by David Suzuki
Star Wars Legacy of the Force: Betrayal
Star Wars Legacy of the Force: Bloodlines
Star Wars Legacy of the Force: Sacrifice

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Age of Wonders 2: The Wizard's Throne by Triumph Studios
Age of Wonders: Shadow Magic by Triumph Studios
Robin Hood: The Legend of Sherwood by Spellbound
Myth III: The Wolf Age by MumboJumbo
The Bard's Tale by InXile Entertainment
Dragon Age by Bioware
Neverwinter Nights 2: Storm of Zehir by Obsidian Entertainment
Star Wars: The Force Unleashed II

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Italy
France
Thailand
Brazil
South Korea
Japan (again!)
Norway
Costa Rica

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"When I became convinced that the Universe is natural that all the ghosts and gods are myths, there entered into my brain, into my soul, into every drop of my blood, the sense, the feeling, the joy of freedom. The walls of my prison crumbled and fell, the dungeon was flooded with light and all the bolts, and bars, and manacles became dust. I was no longer a servant, a serf, or a slave. There was for me no master in all the wide world, not even in infinite space. I was free.
free to think, to express my thoughts
free to live to my own ideal
free to live for myself and those I loved
free to use all my faculties, all my senses
free to spread imagination's wings
free to investigate, to guess and dream and hope
free to judge and determine for myself
free to reject all ignorant and cruel creeds, all the "inspired" books that savages have produced, and all the barbarous legends of the past
free from popes and priests
free from all the "called" and "set apart"
free from sanctified mistakes and holy lies
free from the fear of eternal pain
free from the winged monsters of night
free from devils, ghosts, and gods
For the first time I was free. There were no prohibited places in all the realms of my thought, no air, no space, where fancy could not spread her painted wings
no chains for my limbs
no lashes for my back
no fires for my flesh
no master's frown or threat
no following another's steps
no need to bow, or cringe, or crawl, or utter lying words.
I was free. I stood erect and fearlessly, joyously, faced all worlds. And then my heart was filled with gratitude, with thankfulness, and went out in love to all the heroes, the thinkers who gave their lives for the liberty of hand and brain for the freedom of labor and thought
to those who fell on the fierce fields of war
to those who died in dungeons bound with chains
to those who proudly mounted scaffold's stairs
to those whose bones were crushed, whose flesh was scarred and torn
to those by fire consumed
to all the wise, the good, the brave of every land, whose thoughts and deeds have given freedom to the sons of men.
And I vowed to grasp the torch that they had held, and hold it high, that light might conquer darkness still."
-Robert G. Ingersoll (1833-1899), "Why Am I An Agnostic?", 1896
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We are part of the universe. Our earth was created from the universe and will one day be reabsorbed into the universe. We are made of the same matter as the universe. We are not in exile here: we are at home. It is here and nowhere else that we can see the divine face to face. If we erect barriers in our imagination - if we believe our real home is not here but in a land that lies beyond death - if we believe that the divine is found only in old books, or old buildings, or inside our head - then we will see this real, vibrant, luminous world as if through a glass darkly. The universe creates us, preserves us, destroys us. We are part of nature. Nature made us and at our death we will be reabsorbed into nature. We are at home in nature and in our bodies. This is where we belong; this is where we must find and make our paradise, not in some spirit world on the other side of the grave. If nature is the only paradise, then separation from nature is the only hell. When we destroy nature, we create hell on earth for other species and for ourselves. Nature is our mother, our home, our security, our peace, our past and our future. Science is inherently materialist. It always seek material explanations. It never accepts as an explanation that some spiritual force was at work - if it did, then science and technology would come to an end. Disease was once thought to be caused by witchcraft. Science gave it a material explanation which allowed us to control it. Magnetism at one time seemed like a spiritual force - Thales of Miletus thought that magnets were full of spirits. But then science provided a material explanation. In the same way scientific pantheism believes that everything that exists is matter or energy in one form or another. Nothing can exist, be perceived, or act on other things if it is not matter or energy. That does not mean that spiritual phenomena or forces cannot exist. It means that, if they do, they must in fact be material. In scientific pantheism, science becomes a part of the religious quest: the pursuit of deeper understanding of the Reality of which we are all part, deeper knowledge about the awe-inspiring cosmos in which we live, deeper knowledge of nature and the environment, so that we can better preserve the earth's wealth of natural diversity. In scientific pantheism, cognitive openness - listening to reality, to new evidence, to all the evidence, to other people's needs and feelings - becomes a sacred duty in all aspects of life from science to politics to domestic life. Of course, we cannot say that science endorses pantheism. Many religions today state their beliefs in ways that no-one can disprove, so they can and do co-exist with science. But scientific pantheism positively thrives on science. scientific discoveries continually underline the wonder and the mystery of Being, the immensity of the universe, and the complexity of nature. World Pantheist Movement



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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

*edit: i think i forgot to mention- i love pasta too!*

1. name: alwyn ng
2. single or taken: single
3. sex: male
4. birthday: 8/8/1989
5. siblings: 2 brothers 1 sister (any takers?)
6. hair color: black
7. eye color: black
8. shoe size: 10.5 US
9. height: 175

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. who is your best friend? I dunno... jimr? xinyang?
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: boyfriend yes girlfriend no

f a s h i o n s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop? Malaysia. The higher up the better.
2. any tattoos or piercings: not yet

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: my medicine
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: DOVE!
3. what are you most scared of?: dying prematurely
4. who is the last person that called you?: sirui
6. where do you want to get married?: >21
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 48/92
8. what would you change about yourself?: less acne. better eyesight. more neurons
1. color: RED
2. food: laksa, fish and chips, jap food
3. boys names: no comment
4. girls names: no comment
5. subjects in school: PE, physics, math, philo. in order of preference.
6. animals: humans cheetahs wolves falcons. again in order of preference
7. sports: JUDO
h a v e y o u e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: what, you want one?
2. smoked?: i'm a hardcore passive smoker dude
3. bungee jumped?: unfortunately no
4. made yourself throw up?: yesss
5. skinny dipped?: oohlala
6: ever been in love?: ever had someone tell you you talk too much?
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No.
8. pictured your crush naked?: niehahahahahahha now that you mention it...
9. actually seen your crush naked?: of course not!
10. cried when someone died?: hasn't happened to me yet
11. lied: no duhh
12. fallen for your best friend?: i've fallen for jimr...
13. been rejected?: yes
14. rejected someone?: waddya mean?
15. used someone?: in a way yes
16. done something you regret?: uhhuh. like taking this quiz for example

c u r r e n t
clothes: t-shirt + shorts + underwear
music: ff7 soundtrack
make-up: nein
annoyance: HOMEWORK
smell: stale air
favorite group: do judokas count?
desktop picture: picture of a-10 busting up tank column
book youre reading: nothing
in cd player: FF7 disk 1!
in dvd player: nothing
color of toenails: don't have any

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: my brother
hugged: my brother
you imed: zhixuan pri sch fren
you yelled at: my sister
you kissed: jimr's head

a r e | y o u
understanding: oh yea baby
open-minded: pretty much
arrogant: if i've anything to be arrogant about =D
insecure: don't think so.
interesting: who cares?
random: i seldom go off-track
hungry: no
smart: very
moody: i don't show it
hard working: in all the wrong places
organized: my desk resembles the Hiroshima aftermath
healthy: slurp.
shy: i'm not the one with the red cheeks...
difficult: when i'm arguing
attractive: "you good-looking motherf*cker, don't you EVER die!!"
bored easily: like RIGHT NOW?
messy: see organized
obsessed: with time travel, jingwen and multidimensional physics

R A N D O M
In the morning i am: grouchy
all i need is: truth and knowledge
love is: sweet
I dream about: anything. mostly myself

o p p o s i t e s e x
what do you notice first: face?
makes you laugh the most: ERRRR (jingwen?)
makes you smile: I am not at liberty to say
who do you have a crush on: the soon kiat aunty
who has a crush on you: you expect me to know arh?

d o y o u e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: no...waste of time
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: and miss out on all the good things in life?
wish you were younger: c'mon i'm not THAT old...
cried because someone said something to you?: nope, and btw it should be have you ever

N u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: not by other people
of hearts i have broken: oh...my mom's!!
of guys ive kissed: 3 (jingwen + brothers. please be more specific)
of girls ive kissed: 1 (i have a sister too)
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: not sure. not important.
of cds i own: many
of scars on my body: not that many, but still many

F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like filling these out?: do I see FINAL QUESTIONS?? God is great!!
2. gold or silver: why would i settle for second?
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: the day after tomorrow
7. favorite cartoon/anime?: digimon season 1/RAVE!!
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: prawn mee
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: jingwen I think
11. could you live without your computer?: you can't make me
12. would you color your hair? i'd give it a shot
13. could you ever get off the computer? like duh??
14. habla espanol? no comprendo, senor
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 92 on msn (corporate streamlining!)
16. Drink Alcohol? not on a regular basis
1.Your name spelled backwards? nywla
2. Where were your parents born? singapore
3. Have you ever moved? once
4. What's your Favorite restaurant? Ponderosa...for now
5. Is your bed is a single, double, Queen or King? single. just enough for me!
6. What's your favorite sport to play? Judo...and i really don't see the point of repeating questions
7. How many kids do you want? How many do YOU want?
8. Type of music you dislike most? heavy metal/grunge/rap (no wait they're not music are they?)
9. Color of your school bag or purse? black
10. Do you have cable? I'M LOVING IT
11. Favorite 80's song? ALOT. Elvis/ beatles
12. Ever prank call anybody? yuppers. damn fun.
13. Ever get a parking ticket? no
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? both
15. Furthest place you have ever been? china
16. Ever bowl a 300? no
17. What's your favorite comic strip? foxtrot
18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? i actually sing them
19. Bath or Shower? shower
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? the day after tomorrow which was nicer than PoA
21. Favorite pizza topping? cheese! *cheesy grin*
23. Beer or ale? beer
24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? no
25. Do you eat skin on chicken? sometimes
26. Apple juice or Orange? purple! orange lar
27. Favorite type of chocolate bar? MILKY BARSS
28. Your favorite fruit? watermelon
29. Your favorite vegetable? kangkong
30. Have you ever won a trophy? i have a drawerful
31. Are you a good cook? I make very nice maggi mee
32. Do you know how to pump your own gas? i can fart...?
33. Bought something from an infomercial? No
34. Is Oprah annoying or great? don't watch
35. Ever flex in front of a mirror? stupid question?
36. Ever throw up in public? nope
37. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? for love or money...hm. love
38. Do you believe in love at first sight? hasn't worked for me yet
39. Ever call a 1-900 number? nope
40. Ever been stood up for a date? nope
41. Biggest turn off of the opposite sex? stupidity
42. Ever Been Cheated on? shuttup.
43. Who's your all time favorite Sat Night Live Character? don't watch
44. What are the names of all your pets dead and/or alive? terrapins. max and err i forgot.
46. Can ex's be friends? Yes. what a way to end off this quiz


spacetime rip! by agent quantum , quite possibly at 7/06/2004 07:29:00 pm :)



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