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Dialogues Concerning Natural Religion by David Hume
The Road to Reality by Roger Penrose
The Fabric of Reality by David Deutsch
Matter and Consciousness by Paul Churchland
Consciousness Explained by Daniel Dennett
Full Catastrophe Living by Jon Kabat-Zinn
The Life of the Cosmos by Lee Smolin
Pale Blue Dot by Carl Sagan
The Sacred Balance by David Suzuki
Star Wars Legacy of the Force: Betrayal
Star Wars Legacy of the Force: Bloodlines
Star Wars Legacy of the Force: Sacrifice

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Age of Wonders 2: The Wizard's Throne by Triumph Studios
Age of Wonders: Shadow Magic by Triumph Studios
Robin Hood: The Legend of Sherwood by Spellbound
Myth III: The Wolf Age by MumboJumbo
The Bard's Tale by InXile Entertainment
Dragon Age by Bioware
Neverwinter Nights 2: Storm of Zehir by Obsidian Entertainment
Star Wars: The Force Unleashed II

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Italy
France
Thailand
Brazil
South Korea
Japan (again!)
Norway
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"When I became convinced that the Universe is natural that all the ghosts and gods are myths, there entered into my brain, into my soul, into every drop of my blood, the sense, the feeling, the joy of freedom. The walls of my prison crumbled and fell, the dungeon was flooded with light and all the bolts, and bars, and manacles became dust. I was no longer a servant, a serf, or a slave. There was for me no master in all the wide world, not even in infinite space. I was free.
free to think, to express my thoughts
free to live to my own ideal
free to live for myself and those I loved
free to use all my faculties, all my senses
free to spread imagination's wings
free to investigate, to guess and dream and hope
free to judge and determine for myself
free to reject all ignorant and cruel creeds, all the "inspired" books that savages have produced, and all the barbarous legends of the past
free from popes and priests
free from all the "called" and "set apart"
free from sanctified mistakes and holy lies
free from the fear of eternal pain
free from the winged monsters of night
free from devils, ghosts, and gods
For the first time I was free. There were no prohibited places in all the realms of my thought, no air, no space, where fancy could not spread her painted wings
no chains for my limbs
no lashes for my back
no fires for my flesh
no master's frown or threat
no following another's steps
no need to bow, or cringe, or crawl, or utter lying words.
I was free. I stood erect and fearlessly, joyously, faced all worlds. And then my heart was filled with gratitude, with thankfulness, and went out in love to all the heroes, the thinkers who gave their lives for the liberty of hand and brain for the freedom of labor and thought
to those who fell on the fierce fields of war
to those who died in dungeons bound with chains
to those who proudly mounted scaffold's stairs
to those whose bones were crushed, whose flesh was scarred and torn
to those by fire consumed
to all the wise, the good, the brave of every land, whose thoughts and deeds have given freedom to the sons of men.
And I vowed to grasp the torch that they had held, and hold it high, that light might conquer darkness still."
-Robert G. Ingersoll (1833-1899), "Why Am I An Agnostic?", 1896
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We are part of the universe. Our earth was created from the universe and will one day be reabsorbed into the universe. We are made of the same matter as the universe. We are not in exile here: we are at home. It is here and nowhere else that we can see the divine face to face. If we erect barriers in our imagination - if we believe our real home is not here but in a land that lies beyond death - if we believe that the divine is found only in old books, or old buildings, or inside our head - then we will see this real, vibrant, luminous world as if through a glass darkly. The universe creates us, preserves us, destroys us. We are part of nature. Nature made us and at our death we will be reabsorbed into nature. We are at home in nature and in our bodies. This is where we belong; this is where we must find and make our paradise, not in some spirit world on the other side of the grave. If nature is the only paradise, then separation from nature is the only hell. When we destroy nature, we create hell on earth for other species and for ourselves. Nature is our mother, our home, our security, our peace, our past and our future. Science is inherently materialist. It always seek material explanations. It never accepts as an explanation that some spiritual force was at work - if it did, then science and technology would come to an end. Disease was once thought to be caused by witchcraft. Science gave it a material explanation which allowed us to control it. Magnetism at one time seemed like a spiritual force - Thales of Miletus thought that magnets were full of spirits. But then science provided a material explanation. In the same way scientific pantheism believes that everything that exists is matter or energy in one form or another. Nothing can exist, be perceived, or act on other things if it is not matter or energy. That does not mean that spiritual phenomena or forces cannot exist. It means that, if they do, they must in fact be material. In scientific pantheism, science becomes a part of the religious quest: the pursuit of deeper understanding of the Reality of which we are all part, deeper knowledge about the awe-inspiring cosmos in which we live, deeper knowledge of nature and the environment, so that we can better preserve the earth's wealth of natural diversity. In scientific pantheism, cognitive openness - listening to reality, to new evidence, to all the evidence, to other people's needs and feelings - becomes a sacred duty in all aspects of life from science to politics to domestic life. Of course, we cannot say that science endorses pantheism. Many religions today state their beliefs in ways that no-one can disprove, so they can and do co-exist with science. But scientific pantheism positively thrives on science. scientific discoveries continually underline the wonder and the mystery of Being, the immensity of the universe, and the complexity of nature. World Pantheist Movement



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Sunday, July 22, 2007

How does it feel like to have something so dear to you fall before your very eyes?

To have something everyone was counting on,
something everyone trusted,
something nobody imagined would fall,
something which indeed had never fallen before,
fall so ingloriously, and with such silent, sickening finality?

And yet to have failed
not to the opponents we thought we were fighting,
not even to the opponents we actually fought,
but to the opponents inside ourselves,
the ones against whom we didn't even care to put up a fight?

"The only dark you need fear, Jacen Solo, is the one in your own heart."

Two days ago, 20072007, a date which will live in infamy.
We found out how it felt.

We did not play to our best.
They did.
And in the words of Robert Frost,
"That has made all the difference."

And now I know exactly how Obi-wan must have felt, in seeing his dear apprentice fall.
How the rest of the Jedi Council must have felt as well, in seeing their exalted Chosen One fall.
How the Americans must have felt at Pearl Harbor,
How the English must have felt at the close of the British-American War,
How Napoleon Bonaparte must have felt, at Waterloo.

And to have fallen not against the forces without, but against the forces within.

Moral of the story?
Sometimes, life can really kick you in the nuts. Even when you think you've done all you can to prepare yourself against such a contingency. And there's not a thing you can do about it, once it's done. You pick yourself up, rub your sore nuts, and learn to take better care of something so important to you.

So, where do we go from here?

Where did Obi-wan go from here?

He picked up the pieces (consisting of Anakin's lightsaber and his own bruised ego), retreated to Tatooine, and spent the next few decades studying for the A Levels.

And then, when the time was right,
he found himself a new apprentice,
someone younger and fitter to carry on the torch of ages past,
to reclaim the legacy that for so long had evaded their grasp.

A new champion, to restore balance to the Force.

A New Hope.

Auspicium Melioris Aevi.


spacetime rip! by agent quantum , quite possibly at 7/22/2007 09:37:00 pm :)



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Saturday, July 21, 2007

i love my team.

we may not be unstoppable like we thought we were, as we found out yesterday (painfully), but still, they mean the world to me.

so thank you, for all these years.

our journey does not end here.

- B Boys and A Girls, splendid performance yesterday. well done, we're all very proud of you. keep it up, and next year raffles judo will rise to the occasion once again. (:


spacetime rip! by agent quantum , quite possibly at 7/21/2007 01:08:00 pm :)



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Thursday, July 19, 2007

Which Fantasy/SciFi Character Are You?


lol who the heck is this guy plz.

in other matters, let's go raffles.
this year, we can definitely do it.
quote mitchell: "eh end it la!" (LOL)

may the force be with us all!


spacetime rip! by agent quantum , quite possibly at 7/19/2007 09:06:00 pm :)



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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

So the last official training for me as a Raffles judoka has come and gone.

it really strikes me how close i'm drawing to the end of the year, now.. and the end of my journey as a Raffles student =\

so now i'm gonna make a list of all the people i consider to be my enemies alright:


..to everyone else, here's sending my love, and all the best for the a levels (and friday)! jiayou!


spacetime rip! by agent quantum , quite possibly at 7/18/2007 06:41:00 pm :)



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Saturday, July 14, 2007

I Am A: Chaotic Good Elf Mage Ranger

Alignment:
Chaotic Good characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups.

Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.

Primary Class:
Mages harness the magical energies for their own use. Spells, spell books, and long hours in the library are their loves. While often not physically strong, their mental talents can make up for this.

Secondary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Find out What D&D Character You Are, courtesy of Zinious Software corporation


Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?


koped from sarah! well, the second one at least.

on a sidenote, Statistics is the reason why i'm beginning to really dislike Math.


spacetime rip! by agent quantum , quite possibly at 7/14/2007 05:03:00 pm :)



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Thursday, July 12, 2007

Quoted from Simon Birch, the British artist who created that video of him beheading a pig in the name of art (and who subsequently got flamed not once, twice, but three times in the ST Forum):

"Get over it. If you had a broad mind and saw the world of art, and saw what else is going on, you will see that this is nothing.

Pigs are things that people eat. They're not panda bears.

What's annoying is that this is the least interesting of the whole exhibition. The exhibition outside of this is complex, fascinating and amazing, and like nothing ever seen in Singapore. And for the focus to be shifted onto this silly little thing, it's a bit frustrating.

There are way more important things that we should be writing letters to the press about, the war in Iraq, for example. These are things that are really newsworthy. Killing a little piggy? No. Put the bacon sandwich down and then come talk to me."

MY SENTIMENTS EXACTLY. Way to go, Mr Birch! Same goes for the artist we learned about during KI class who put goldfish in a blender and invited audience members to come press the button. For goodness' sake, it's just a goddamned domesticated creature. I EAT about one fish per day: what difference does it make if i press a button and kill another one in the name of art? who are we to judge that the killing of animals in the name of art should be any less permissible than the killing of animals in the name of food.. just because the former is presented to you in so upfront a manner that it might put you off eating your mcdonald's sandwich? hell, it's not like we're killing people, or burning fossil fuels in the name of art..

or killing human beings just because society deems them to be beyond any hope of redemption. (and we wonder, why is it so that these people grew up to become murderers in the first place?)

The sheer hypocrisy of some. It makes me sick even more than that seconds-long video possibly could have.

NB: The beheading scene was shot in a pig farm (item: a pig farm is a place where pigs are reared to be killed for food) in Hong Kong under the supervision of an experienced farmer. Birch's meat-eating friends (Birch himself is vegetarian) barbecued the pig afterwards and ate it.


spacetime rip! by agent quantum , quite possibly at 7/12/2007 04:15:00 pm :)



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