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"When I became convinced that the Universe is natural that all the ghosts and gods are myths, there entered into my brain, into my soul, into every drop of my blood, the sense, the feeling, the joy of freedom. The walls of my prison crumbled and fell, the dungeon was flooded with light and all the bolts, and bars, and manacles became dust. I was no longer a servant, a serf, or a slave. There was for me no master in all the wide world, not even in infinite space. I was free.
free to think, to express my thoughts
free to live to my own ideal
free to live for myself and those I loved
free to use all my faculties, all my senses
free to spread imagination's wings
free to investigate, to guess and dream and hope
free to judge and determine for myself
free to reject all ignorant and cruel creeds, all the "inspired" books that savages have produced, and all the barbarous legends of the past
free from popes and priests
free from all the "called" and "set apart"
free from sanctified mistakes and holy lies
free from the fear of eternal pain
free from the winged monsters of night
free from devils, ghosts, and gods
For the first time I was free. There were no prohibited places in all the realms of my thought, no air, no space, where fancy could not spread her painted wings
no chains for my limbs
no lashes for my back
no fires for my flesh
no master's frown or threat
no following another's steps
no need to bow, or cringe, or crawl, or utter lying words.
I was free. I stood erect and fearlessly, joyously, faced all worlds. And then my heart was filled with gratitude, with thankfulness, and went out in love to all the heroes, the thinkers who gave their lives for the liberty of hand and brain for the freedom of labor and thought
to those who fell on the fierce fields of war
to those who died in dungeons bound with chains
to those who proudly mounted scaffold's stairs
to those whose bones were crushed, whose flesh was scarred and torn
to those by fire consumed
to all the wise, the good, the brave of every land, whose thoughts and deeds have given freedom to the sons of men.
And I vowed to grasp the torch that they had held, and hold it high, that light might conquer darkness still."
-Robert G. Ingersoll (1833-1899), "Why Am I An Agnostic?", 1896
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We are part of the universe. Our earth was created from the universe and will one day be reabsorbed into the universe. We are made of the same matter as the universe. We are not in exile here: we are at home. It is here and nowhere else that we can see the divine face to face. If we erect barriers in our imagination - if we believe our real home is not here but in a land that lies beyond death - if we believe that the divine is found only in old books, or old buildings, or inside our head - then we will see this real, vibrant, luminous world as if through a glass darkly. The universe creates us, preserves us, destroys us. We are part of nature. Nature made us and at our death we will be reabsorbed into nature. We are at home in nature and in our bodies. This is where we belong; this is where we must find and make our paradise, not in some spirit world on the other side of the grave. If nature is the only paradise, then separation from nature is the only hell. When we destroy nature, we create hell on earth for other species and for ourselves. Nature is our mother, our home, our security, our peace, our past and our future. Science is inherently materialist. It always seek material explanations. It never accepts as an explanation that some spiritual force was at work - if it did, then science and technology would come to an end. Disease was once thought to be caused by witchcraft. Science gave it a material explanation which allowed us to control it. Magnetism at one time seemed like a spiritual force - Thales of Miletus thought that magnets were full of spirits. But then science provided a material explanation. In the same way scientific pantheism believes that everything that exists is matter or energy in one form or another. Nothing can exist, be perceived, or act on other things if it is not matter or energy. That does not mean that spiritual phenomena or forces cannot exist. It means that, if they do, they must in fact be material. In scientific pantheism, science becomes a part of the religious quest: the pursuit of deeper understanding of the Reality of which we are all part, deeper knowledge about the awe-inspiring cosmos in which we live, deeper knowledge of nature and the environment, so that we can better preserve the earth's wealth of natural diversity. In scientific pantheism, cognitive openness - listening to reality, to new evidence, to all the evidence, to other people's needs and feelings - becomes a sacred duty in all aspects of life from science to politics to domestic life. Of course, we cannot say that science endorses pantheism. Many religions today state their beliefs in ways that no-one can disprove, so they can and do co-exist with science. But scientific pantheism positively thrives on science. scientific discoveries continually underline the wonder and the mystery of Being, the immensity of the universe, and the complexity of nature. World Pantheist Movement



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Saturday, February 05, 2005

...commonwealth essay finally done!
2 hours was all it took.
unfortunately, those 2 hours occurred from 1am to 3am this morning.
therefore, the train of thought might be just a wee bit fucked up at times.
but still, here it is.

SLOW DOWN, WE'RE GOING TOO FAST by Alwyn Ng

How many times have we heard somebody bemoan that the pace of life in modern
society is too fast for our own good? How many times have we heard someone remark that people nowadays are becoming too caught up with the petty frills and thrills of business and politics to stop for a moment just to smell the flowers? Or simply put, how many times have you heard a person--yourself included--utter comments along the lines of "We are becoming so caught up with success that we're missing out on the good things in life"? Leaving the obvious rhetoric in my questions rightfully unanswered, let me now take a moment to explain where I'm coming from.

The civilized world today is a very complicated, busy place. Day in day out, people numbering by the millions from all over the world scurry about from place to place, each with their own agendas, yet all endowed with a single, all encompassing goal: to strive for personal fame, fortune, and overall success in the various aspects of their careers, be it business, politics, or otherwise. Just like a gigantic colony of ants or termites, human societal behaviour is indeed fascinating, yet at the same time puzzling to observe. One might ask, as has been done many a time before: Why are people so obsesses with success, especially when it comes to monetary gain? What is it that drives most people to quest for success, oftentimes with nary a thought for the welfare of fellow human beings around them? What is it that people hope to ultimately achieve? An expensive car, an expensive mansion, and an equally financially endowed spouse with similarly expensive tastes?

It would definitely seem so, judging from the way people struggle amongst one another in their personal pursuits of materialistic wealth nowadays. However, if one were to venture out onto the sidewalks and ask just any random person wearing a pin-striped suit what his ultimate goal in life would be, I honestly doubt if he would be able to come up with a proper answer.

There is a serious problem with people nowadays: that is, deep down inside, they simply have no idea what they want from their lives. People bustle about in their mindless, everyday routines, the only thoughts existent on their minds most of the time being those of showing up at the next destination on time, completing their current assignments on time, and generally just those of meeting one deadline after another, always being on time. But what for? The long coveted promotion? That pay-rise which would hasten the day that one would finally be able to purchase a station wagon? Or the simple avoidance of punishment? Humans, as it turns out, no longer have anything truly valuable to live for. Mankind's selfish, cold-hearted and one-dimensional pursuit of materialistic wealth for the merely superficial and temporary gratification that it provides is testament to the fact that most people no longer choose to pursue far nobler and selfless ideals such as Truth, Goodness and Beauty. Instead, greed pervades, penetrates and indelibly poisons the entire realm of our ostensibly civilised human society. These selfish ideals that people so shamelessly lust after, what is it that they can ultimately achieve in the name of mankind? Nothing. No matter how much money and possessions a person might have, at the end of the day, he would still be unable to cheat the passing of his temporal existence on Earth. After all, nothing would matter to him anymore once his time had come to pass, just as nothing would matter to a homeless beggar anymore once his time had also come to pass; therefore, why do people even bother about such purely material ideals? Are such things really that valuable to a human being after all? Think about it: is any amount of material wealth able to make a person truly, genuinely happy? Why be remembered by others as a selfish, greedy disgrace to the rest of society when one could be better remembered as a magnanimous, compassionate and above all, selfless person whose legacy and contributions to human society would be looked upon and emulated by future generations in time to come?

A human being only has one life to live. Should he be wasting his precious time on earth stressing himself out, caught up in the rat race along with the rest of the crowd, chasing after ideals that would serve no greater purpose to society at large after he has come to pass? I think not. I believe that as part of society, it is every person's responsibility to ensure the well-being of the other human beings around him, treat them with compassion, respect, and unconditional love, and in doing so work towards the creation of a supranational, harmonious coexistence among all the peoples of the world.

It is time that we as humans slow down from the frenetic, purposeless routines of our daily lives for a while, and start to actually think about our true roles in this vast universe into which we have been brought into being. No matter how highly developed, intelligent or civilised we might ever become; no matter how successful, advanced or fast-paced our society might ever become, we are but still mere pixels in the entire image that makes up our elegant universe; our lives nothing more than fleeting moments in the rivers of time. It would be reckless, irresponsible and foolish to be wasting this one shot we have at life chasing after such temporal and inconsequential ideals, with everybody trying to outdo the other in terms of personal accomplishments. Instead, we ought to be thankful for our very existence, and treasure our humanity as well as learn to appreciate the true elegance and beauty of the vast, mystic universe of which we are but an insignificant part, and to which there is still so much more than we might ever discover.

Indeed, it is time that we put aside our petty differences and realise that acceptance and mutual cooperation are the only ways in which mankind would be able to strive cohesively as one to leave a lasting legacy in the annals of time. Our task now must be to free ourselves from the spiritual prisons with which we have ensnared and concealed our true identities, by releasing our true selves and widening our circle of compassion to embrace all human beings as well as the rest of nature in a celebration of beauty. For our existence might be merely temporal, and unable to compare to some of the other happenings in the grand scheme of things, but if only we as human beings could embrace each other and celebrate our humanity, it would not be too unfeasible after all for us to slowly, but surely, discover what it means to experience true beauty in our lives. Indeed, as Albert Einstein once put it, "Nothing truly valuable arises from ambition or from a mere sense of duty; it stems rather from love and devotion toward men and toward objective things." Perhaps, by ennobling our lives as such, mankind might one day be able to lift itself from the sphere of mere physical existence and realise what it would be like to be truly free.

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ok so maybe i overkilled on the cheese factor. but sometimes when one wants to score high for essays with these kind of topics, cheesy is good!


spacetime rip! by agent quantum , quite possibly at 2/05/2005 02:14:00 am :)



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