alwyn!
raffles junior college
08 08 '89
leo
star wars fan
Judoka





wishlist :

Dialogues Concerning Natural Religion by David Hume
The Road to Reality by Roger Penrose
The Fabric of Reality by David Deutsch
Matter and Consciousness by Paul Churchland
Consciousness Explained by Daniel Dennett
Full Catastrophe Living by Jon Kabat-Zinn
The Life of the Cosmos by Lee Smolin
Pale Blue Dot by Carl Sagan
The Sacred Balance by David Suzuki
Star Wars Legacy of the Force: Betrayal
Star Wars Legacy of the Force: Bloodlines
Star Wars Legacy of the Force: Sacrifice

Games:
Age of Wonders 2: The Wizard's Throne by Triumph Studios
Age of Wonders: Shadow Magic by Triumph Studios
Robin Hood: The Legend of Sherwood by Spellbound
Myth III: The Wolf Age by MumboJumbo
The Bard's Tale by InXile Entertainment
Dragon Age by Bioware
Neverwinter Nights 2: Storm of Zehir by Obsidian Entertainment
Star Wars: The Force Unleashed II

Places I'd Like to Visit:
Sweden
Switzerland
Italy
France
Thailand
Brazil
South Korea
Japan (again!)
Norway
Costa Rica

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"When I became convinced that the Universe is natural that all the ghosts and gods are myths, there entered into my brain, into my soul, into every drop of my blood, the sense, the feeling, the joy of freedom. The walls of my prison crumbled and fell, the dungeon was flooded with light and all the bolts, and bars, and manacles became dust. I was no longer a servant, a serf, or a slave. There was for me no master in all the wide world, not even in infinite space. I was free.
free to think, to express my thoughts
free to live to my own ideal
free to live for myself and those I loved
free to use all my faculties, all my senses
free to spread imagination's wings
free to investigate, to guess and dream and hope
free to judge and determine for myself
free to reject all ignorant and cruel creeds, all the "inspired" books that savages have produced, and all the barbarous legends of the past
free from popes and priests
free from all the "called" and "set apart"
free from sanctified mistakes and holy lies
free from the fear of eternal pain
free from the winged monsters of night
free from devils, ghosts, and gods
For the first time I was free. There were no prohibited places in all the realms of my thought, no air, no space, where fancy could not spread her painted wings
no chains for my limbs
no lashes for my back
no fires for my flesh
no master's frown or threat
no following another's steps
no need to bow, or cringe, or crawl, or utter lying words.
I was free. I stood erect and fearlessly, joyously, faced all worlds. And then my heart was filled with gratitude, with thankfulness, and went out in love to all the heroes, the thinkers who gave their lives for the liberty of hand and brain for the freedom of labor and thought
to those who fell on the fierce fields of war
to those who died in dungeons bound with chains
to those who proudly mounted scaffold's stairs
to those whose bones were crushed, whose flesh was scarred and torn
to those by fire consumed
to all the wise, the good, the brave of every land, whose thoughts and deeds have given freedom to the sons of men.
And I vowed to grasp the torch that they had held, and hold it high, that light might conquer darkness still."
-Robert G. Ingersoll (1833-1899), "Why Am I An Agnostic?", 1896

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We are part of the universe. Our earth was created from the universe and will one day be reabsorbed into the universe. We are made of the same matter as the universe. We are not in exile here: we are at home. It is here and nowhere else that we can see the divine face to face. If we erect barriers in our imagination - if we believe our real home is not here but in a land that lies beyond death - if we believe that the divine is found only in old books, or old buildings, or inside our head - then we will see this real, vibrant, luminous world as if through a glass darkly. The universe creates us, preserves us, destroys us. We are part of nature. Nature made us and at our death we will be reabsorbed into nature. We are at home in nature and in our bodies. This is where we belong; this is where we must find and make our paradise, not in some spirit world on the other side of the grave. If nature is the only paradise, then separation from nature is the only hell. When we destroy nature, we create hell on earth for other species and for ourselves. Nature is our mother, our home, our security, our peace, our past and our future. Science is inherently materialist. It always seek material explanations. It never accepts as an explanation that some spiritual force was at work - if it did, then science and technology would come to an end. Disease was once thought to be caused by witchcraft. Science gave it a material explanation which allowed us to control it. Magnetism at one time seemed like a spiritual force - Thales of Miletus thought that magnets were full of spirits. But then science provided a material explanation. In the same way scientific pantheism believes that everything that exists is matter or energy in one form or another. Nothing can exist, be perceived, or act on other things if it is not matter or energy. That does not mean that spiritual phenomena or forces cannot exist. It means that, if they do, they must in fact be material. In scientific pantheism, science becomes a part of the religious quest: the pursuit of deeper understanding of the Reality of which we are all part, deeper knowledge about the awe-inspiring cosmos in which we live, deeper knowledge of nature and the environment, so that we can better preserve the earth's wealth of natural diversity. In scientific pantheism, cognitive openness - listening to reality, to new evidence, to all the evidence, to other people's needs and feelings - becomes a sacred duty in all aspects of life from science to politics to domestic life. Of course, we cannot say that science endorses pantheism. Many religions today state their beliefs in ways that no-one can disprove, so they can and do co-exist with science. But scientific pantheism positively thrives on science. scientific discoveries continually underline the wonder and the mystery of Being, the immensity of the universe, and the complexity of nature.

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Sunday, June 27, 2004

finished watching the elegant universe!!! and all three hours of it. the only thing i don't understand is how strings smoothen out the spatial fabric and mend the occasional rips on space-time. prolly bullshit anyway.

http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/elegant/-->THIS is MY HOMEPAGE. and i'm proud of it. fermilab so totally rocks btw. i shall go sweden next time and play with ze large hadron collider. hmm.

went sentosa on thurs with lets see...chuntsen shaun muthu posef quan and a few other ppl. met at harbourfront took bus into sentosa then monorail to palawan beach. then we buried muthu! and i sculpted out nice curvy lil boobies for him. arnd c cup liddat. which we later improvised nipples on using seashells ahahahhahaha. after that we kicked balls and whacked balls (read: soccer + volleyball) volleyball quite fun but i cant play soccer for nuts =\ then went to buy big gulp frm 7 eleven! ok so i didnt exactly buy anything...more of koped. people should be more wary when alwyn asks for "a sip". for why else can alwyn down big gulps in a single sip?

went with quan and guapoo after that for lunch at taka. quan has perfectly honed jenny-avoidance instincts i tell you. and to think i'd wanted to go to macs at first...*turns green*

6/24/2004 9:48:55 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
how did u noe i was with quan
6/24/2004 9:49:16 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
uh
6/24/2004 9:49:24 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
the uh name start wif g one
6/24/2004 9:49:29 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
feli carn spell his name
6/24/2004 9:49:37 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
so she just said goon k... k smth

6/24/2004 9:54:33 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
today quan and guapoo were asking me to guess which girl they were toking abt.
6/24/2004 9:54:47 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
alwyn: mainstream or gep?
6/24/2004 9:55:02 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
..guapoo :|
6/24/2004 9:55:09 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
quan: errr...she IS gep...but her results...hm..not gep...
6/24/2004 9:55:16 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
alwyn: jenny?
6/24/2004 9:55:20 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
quan: no..
6/24/2004 9:55:20 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
...
6/24/2004 9:55:22 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
...EH?
6/24/2004 9:55:29 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
..EH?EH?EH?

6/24/2004 10:01:59 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
alwyn: its not jenny??
6/24/2004 10:02:08 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
quan: no...but u SHUD noe her...
6/24/2004 10:02:31 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
alwyn: i cant seem to think of anymore stupid geppers...err...amanda chong?
6/24/2004 10:02:49 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
...
6/24/2004 10:02:56 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
.....STUPID GEPPERS????
6/24/2004 10:03:18 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
?
6/24/2004 10:03:34 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
they were laffing their asses off
6/24/2004 10:04:18 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
...
6/24/2004 10:04:24 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
...we shldve gone to lk for u ppl
6/24/2004 10:04:28 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
and murdered u lot

6/24/2004 10:05:52 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
we thot u ppl were lyk gna walk past the macs window any minute la
6/24/2004 10:05:52 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
we were at taka
6/24/2004 10:05:59 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
MACS WINDOW
6/24/2004 10:06:04 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
yeah
6/24/2004 10:06:06 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
lol
6/24/2004 10:06:07 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
WE DID WALK PAST THE MACS WINDOW
6/24/2004 10:06:11 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
yeah duh
6/24/2004 10:06:13 PM >sealt6< Thou shalt not travel at the speed of light.
many many times in fact
6/24/2004 10:06:15 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
u have to walk past it
6/24/2004 10:06:18 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
..:|
6/24/2004 10:06:22 PM .:jenny:. -you-can-call-me-mike is busy. bye.
many...many...times?

!-[.qü.A.nz.]-! guapoo you coconut [cZéchréþúblíc] says: i dint know she was there
!-[.qü.A.nz.]-! guapoo you coconut [cZéchréþúblíc] says: serious
!-[.qü.A.nz.]-! guapoo you coconut [cZéchréþúblíc] says: i jsut dint like macs at that moment
!-[.qü.A.nz.]-! guapoo you coconut [cZéchréþúblíc] says: which proved to be quite lucky!~

i came -this- close to a heart attack and possibly death.

spacetime rip! by agent quantum , quite possibly at 6/27/2004 03:01:00 pm :)



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